Some friends read in my blog. They ask some questions from me. I will try so well to answer. Also I write slow to use most careful English. Out of practice so long. I promise to improve it.
“..so who is Susanne? You guys must be close right?..” – Marina
That story is very long. Susanne was the friend of Lisa (my great love before Toshiko). After Lisa died Susanne told me she will always be the friend of me. I do not ask many favor from Susanne. But. She offered help repair the English when I wish to write very clear and correct. Susanne lives in England in the countryside Hampshire. We are close? Really I meet her one time only. She is kind and helpful. We talk some times. She told me in the serious English way I must try harder for learning English writing. I learn a while already it is so bad once more. Susanne write “Yumi I am happy to help you. We have been friends for a long while but you must pay closer attention to your writing. It makes you happy to write so pay attention..” So I work harder now. Susanne will visit November. I must have perfect in that time.
“..never heard of japan having lesbians. Some guy fuck you up like you got raped or beat up or like that maybe?..” – Teddy328
Everywhere have lesbians of course. Like all animal the human have many different in all places. Why Japan will be different? Why I am this way? I do not know. It is this way I am. I did not have rape. Never I have a man inside of my body. Beat up? Yes of course. Most people this is so. Father beat me when I am small of course. School I have little bit beat up. But. I study karate sport. After there is no more beat up. Many man believe woman must have fuck up by man to be lesbian. No no no. Always I am this way. It is nature inside me.
“..saw somewhere you’re some kind of celebrity…don’t see pictures..” – Ness
Before I was a face the people will know. No more. This is new life far away from that old life. Some times I do little bit. But. It is past. You do not see pictures here. I do not show. It will bring connect with past. Life is so different now. Peaceful most of time. This year will 30 years. Time for grow up look inside heart for spirit. See nature will have new heart.
“..If you’re happy with your GF why shag other chicks?..” – Taylor
Some life has simple function. One for one always. Many life have not simple function. I can give most deep heart to one. But. I have feeling for enjoy body with more than one. I am human. Beautiful woman like me. I like beautiful woman. Some times we do sex. My girlfriend knows I am this way. It is not perfect way for her. But. She knows my heart belong to her. Only the body I share. I am safe she is ok. Some times we have exciting I talk her about other woman sex. You can see not all life have simple function.
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There are many more questions. Today it is enough. I wish to make the art before go outside for eat lunch and market for dinner cooking. Lunch will late today. But. I do not care about rar rar rar belly. Art is call me!
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愛の生活 – Ai no seikatsu – love life
Later, Yumi
Sweetie, the guy who wondered “why” you are a lesbian — he’s NOT self-aware, and simply doesn’t know how a woman can think of another woman. We lesbians just don’t enjoy sex with men. Like you, I’ve never had a cock inside me — nor will I ever want it.
Kisses, Justine
Yes. I think he is the old style man. He believe man and woman is the nature. Other is not the nature. We know the nature have many ways to be. Really there is no good nature and bad nature. Only there is the nature. Inside is good and bad is normal way for life.
Love and kisses, Yumi